sometimes it's hard to lift your head but that does'nt mean
that you have to hang it.

we've all heard the proverbs, heard the philosophers,
heard our grandparents warning us about wasted time.
heard damn poets urging us to seize the day.
still sometimes, we have to see for ourselves.
we have to make our own mistakes.
we have to learn our own lessons.
we have to sweep today's possibility under tomorrow's rug until we can't anymore.
until we finally understand for ourselves.


Michelangelo said the best way to
judge the essential elements of a sculpture
is to throw it down a hill
and the unimportant pieces will break away.
Sometimes, life is like that.
It tosses us down a hill.
When we reach the bottom, only the important things are left,
and that's when our vision clears.
That's when we hold on tight to what we know,
while hope stirs inside us.
It's all a matter of perspective.


Nobody trips over mountains.
It is the small pebble that causes you to stumble.
Pass all the pebbles in your path and you will find you have crossed the mountain.


We may not have perfection,
But we're halfway there,
And I know it's sentimental,
But I just wanted to say,
That all the love I have inside me is for you.

just a few.
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However much you want me,
I swear i'll make you want me more

Though it feels like all my fire has gone, girl you just turn me on
Can't believe how much I want you
You say you know how i'm feeling, I just need to try to settle down

Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life.
Don't be trapped by dogma - living with the results of other people's thinking.
Don't let the noise of other's opinions drown out your own inner voice.
And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition.
They somehow already know what you truly want to become.
Everything else is secondary.

sometimes when youre holding on,
you never see the light.


We run back to each other when it's convenient.
We know that in the end we're meant for each other but not for right now.
So we play these games, act like we're okay when one of us has someone else.
When in reality it tears us apart to know that we can be happy with someone else.
But it's that slight hope that we will end up together
that always keeps us running back for more.

So many of us find ourselves saying, "BUT HE WAS SO GREAT!"
Yes, and the people who got on the Titanic thought they were
going on vacation. Things changed and it's important to
remember that they did.

A wise man once said, "You can have anything in life if you're
willing sacrifice everything else for it." What he meant was
nothing comes without a price. So before you go into battle,
you better decide how much you're willing to lose.

its the simplest things we tend to ignore
when its the simplest things that mean so much more <3


kiss me now that im older
i wont try to control you
friday nights have been lonely
take it slow but dont warn me.



theres no where to go but on..




that's all.

COMMENT THIS TIME?, PLEASE.

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sorry i didnt update last week.
here's a quick update tho, mainly lyrics, sorry no icons.
<3

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he told me he loved me like fireworks
and that's the way i like it
so please, baby please
open your eyes catch my disease


sometimes i wonder where you are
probably in L.A.
that seems to be where everybody
else ends up these days
but i will wait for you
as long as i need to


missed the last train home
birds pass by to tell me
that im not alone
well im pushing myself
to finish this part
i can handle a lot
but one thing i'm missing is in your eyes


have you seen this film
it reminds me of walking down the avenue
well im washing my hands of attachments,
yeah i will land on the ground
but one thing i'm missing is in your eyes.


all talk, no action
so what's the big attraction?
and don't tell me it's "just because"
all work, no play
don't wanna go on this way
iwanna go back to the way it was


and it really shouldn't be this hard
you know it really shouldn't be
and if we can only take it this far
well then we've got to end it before it's too late
the love that is left turns quickly to hate
cold hands, warm heart
we just need some time apart
and everything will be okay


well i don't care what happens to you
well i don't care about what happens to you
we let that nature run its course
when we believed your broken
you used up all your alibis
exhausted all your weapons
day after day
it's the same old thing
but it's too late
and it made you think


i sleep with my hands across my chest,
and i dream of you with someone else,
i feed my body with things that i don't need,
until i sink to the bottom,
don't act like it came as a surprise,
don't believe me even look into these eyes
this cant go on so i should just, regret it.


im going missing for a while,
i've got nothing left to lose,
i'll listen to anything
i still remember how you moved,
and i can taste your scent on my lips,
well how it started i will never know,
but now i've reached my limit.


we get high in back seats of cars
we break into mobile homes
we go to sleep to shake appeal
never wake up on our own
and that's the way we get by.


we found a new kind of dance in a magazine
tried it out it's like nothing you ever seen
you sweet talk like a cop and you know it
you bought a new bag of pot,
said let's make a new start
and that's the way to my heart
the way to my heart
that's the way we get by


forget your sweet decline
this is the longest goodbye
aching to get your pocket picked
bottles and bones shade and sympathy



no one is more just once if you're lucky,
you'll emerge again in someone's arms;
or unlucky, wake when the long tail of
terror brushes the inside of your skull.


settle baby, you are not the sun.


your wrongs will not go away
hard times are coming.
you wanna feel this?
come a little closer, it's time you see these scars.


i have theb ook and it's warned me of you.
and you think hurting me really helped?
believe me, it's coming around.
when you panic tonight just think of me.


stronger and better without you.
face the facts: i aint coming back.


like the friends and family i love and ignore.
god give me a reason to love this place.
come on, just one reason.
making a life dead on the inside
circulation like 65 at 5 and it never lets up.
i'm trying to shake these bitter days but it never lets up.


you want the back where blazing through
run for the hills, the south's gonna take you.
whore with halos wishing for wings.
your children yearning for their disease.
smoke lifting my mark on the street
hells coming, watch the followers meet.


and out of nowhere i feel peace cover me,
i reach down and reload my ticket home.
the taste of cold stell on my lips
and a second later silence fills the january air.


i couldnt catch my breath, laying there.
fading in and out and i can remember mother telling me,
"home is wheret he heart is," but my heart has long been black.
coming to the end of my road, but i never wanted it like this, not like this.


forgotten what happiness feels like,
i'm the hypocrite you wrote about.


farewell comes when your breath becomes mine,
such a sweet goodbye.
years brought me to this moment and these plans
are what young deams are made of.
you're laying silent but i thought you ruled this town.
never second guess revenge.


love is never easy,
not too attractive for the weak.


frustrations about the break the silence.
i'm not ready to part, com on you cant leave me like this.
make your move fast, so reliving this
will last through your passing away.
all is mine in the closed eyes life.